July 21st, 2006


Not in the mood

Today, early in the morning I'll get the verdit on Toshi.  I'm expecting the news to be not good.  When that dude said something about the problem could be the motherboard, that sent me into panic mode, so I'm expecting Toshi to be dead.  Which if he is...  I don't know what I'm going to do, besides cry hysterically.  And because of everything going on with my computer I didn't sleep well last night.  I went to be around 10, but didn't fall asleep until close to 11, then woke up again around 2 couldn't sleep.  Eventually I went back to sleep around 4 only to have to wake up an hour and a half later...

Ugh, it's a mess.  I know I shouldn't be this spastic over a computer, but Toshi is like a child to me.  I try (at least I thought I did) to take good care of him...  But before I get all sad again, I'll wait for them to call me and tell me what's wrong.  Hopefully it will be nothing, but I know with my current luck, it will be bad.

Oh something good happened, I found my Fortune bodysuit, so I don't have to buy another one.  But for every good thing there's a bad thing lurking in its place.  Another of the cats Mom takes care of was killed last night.  Here we go again.  And this time Mom was crying and with me being such a wreck I couldn't find the words to console her.

So then I go into the office, which upon reflection, I really, really shouldn't have come in today.  I only really came in to check my e-mail, but I come in and I see this post-it not from Mary about how a nurse hasn't gotten the faxed client list in about two months and this sends me into a complete and utter tirade for about 10 minutes.  Needless today in the attitude I'm in right now, I'm not willing to suffer idiots today.

Then, I see J'aime locked post about Kristin and how she has this livejournal and some bull post about how we were all mean to her and blah, blah, blah...  I told J'aime really, stop looking at her stuff because she's really full of shit and doesn't deserve to be paid attention to.

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